sometimes i feel like im really bad. i hurt the feelings of people who only wants to love me but i dont do it intentionally.

im trying my best to evade them, i dont want to hurt them

but the more i evade them the more they want to catch me

they think im an angel. hah. can an evil like me be an angel?

my mom dont allow me to mingle with guys. she's afraid that i might fall. well mom, i dont fall they did! i just wanted to have a guy friend but there is no luck...

my mom scolded me yesterday. she said i will not entertain any phone calls again... im grounded!

there's a guy that is madly in love with me, he said it i dont believe him and im trying my best to discourage him. he can't reach me yesterday for my mom hang the phone and i turn off my cell phone. when i turn on my cell this morning i received a text from him. he said "kala ko ba angel kita bakit di mo ako inaalagaan"

what the hell?! im not an angel and i dont want to care for somebody who is out of his head! he's the reason why my mom scolded me and i dont want him to be the reason of having a fight with my mom. he's not even my boyfriend! im tired of him!

i really hate people who is "paawa effect"
i will not buy it!

he's threatening me saying he'll take suicide just to end his crazy state. of course i told him not to do it! and he give me a deal, he's asking me to choose. actually he dont give me a choice, he's asking me to just say yes! that makes me mad! i dont want to be control by anyone he sensed that im angry and he said sorry!

im sorry too he will not gonna hear from me again!