they made me cry...

it's hard when family members said some hurtful words. it cuts deep and you can't seem to do anything about it. 

you want so much to lash out and hurt the person who hurt you but you keep silent...

you tried so hard to overcome the feeling but until it is still deep within your heart, it cannot fade...

i cried while driving... 

i want to express my feelings of hurt so that i can move on and be peaceful again with myself. but it really is hard especially if the words spoken to you is about your whole being...

it makes you feel like not worthy, no one, a burden and it will be more okay if you're not in the picture...

so i keep repeating to myself...

God loves me...

He accepts me...

He made me like this...

I'm special to him...

thank you Lord God for loving me...