because of so many events in my life... i think my body became overwhelmed and couldn't keep up!

i'm stressed with a lot of things and my hormones became so inbalanced that i get sick...

i thought it's okay because i get to use my sick leave and i don't want to go to the office but when the result was released and i was referred to a specialist, i don't know how to react... i'm thinking Am i really sick?

it's like a wake-up call... i'm really not that sick but i will get there if i don't do something now...

so... i promise to be healthy from now on...

i will sleep early and exercise and release all the pent-up emotion inside...

that's why i've decided to reconcile with officemate...

that day i was so positive and i plan to have a talk with her. but fate intervened and give me a "shortcut".

I was driving and i'm near in the office when i felt a pain in my stomach... it's so painful that i have a hard time driving. i can't turn back and go home coz i don't think i can manage to drive anymore... so i went to the office and told ate jess that my stomach is really painful... and then i cried... she help me go to the bathroom and told me to throw up. She said maybe i ate something wrong. i throw up and when i get to my desk i'm teary then i cried and my officemate whom i want to reconcile with asked me if I'm okay then we get to talk and she advise me to drink a lot of water...

now we're okay and talking to each other. we didn't get to have a serious talk... for now I think this is okay...

i think little by little i'm starting to change my outlook in life... it's for my health! =p

I want to be healthy and free and have fun!