i thought we really are compatible, but how did it end like this?

maybe we're both scorpio so when there's a misunderstanding, we aren't able to confront each other making small things pile up and then "BOOM".

lesson learned, never be close to someone in your workplace. It gets nasty when your both angry with each other.

I thought we will be able to make up in dubai but I guess your the type of person who carries everything even when it is vacation. I don't like being disrespected and i think you do too. So...

The things you're doing are piling up and I feel like I will not forget. I don't want to see you, hear you. You're irritating my senses. I don't hate you. This is a strong emotion and I don't want to waste a lot for you.

What I feel is indifference.

I just want to closed the case and hope I can move from where I am now so I will no longer have the need to associate with you.

Adios my friend...

because of so many events in my life... i think my body became overwhelmed and couldn't keep up!

i'm stressed with a lot of things and my hormones became so inbalanced that i get sick...

i thought it's okay because i get to use my sick leave and i don't want to go to the office but when the result was released and i was referred to a specialist, i don't know how to react... i'm thinking Am i really sick?

it's like a wake-up call... i'm really not that sick but i will get there if i don't do something now...

so... i promise to be healthy from now on...

i will sleep early and exercise and release all the pent-up emotion inside...

that's why i've decided to reconcile with officemate...

that day i was so positive and i plan to have a talk with her. but fate intervened and give me a "shortcut".

I was driving and i'm near in the office when i felt a pain in my stomach... it's so painful that i have a hard time driving. i can't turn back and go home coz i don't think i can manage to drive anymore... so i went to the office and told ate jess that my stomach is really painful... and then i cried... she help me go to the bathroom and told me to throw up. She said maybe i ate something wrong. i throw up and when i get to my desk i'm teary then i cried and my officemate whom i want to reconcile with asked me if I'm okay then we get to talk and she advise me to drink a lot of water...

now we're okay and talking to each other. we didn't get to have a serious talk... for now I think this is okay...

i think little by little i'm starting to change my outlook in life... it's for my health! =p

I want to be healthy and free and have fun!