this morning while i was walking toward my car, i rummaged my bag to get my car key... then i discover that it's not there. i get frantic looking for it. i started calling my father for i know he has a spare key and while he's not answering his phone i went back in my room and try to think very hard where is my car key. then my sister found out i'm still there and asked me what happened, i told her i cannot find my key and then she said look inside your bag maybe it pass thru the hole in the pocket, i already checked the sides but when i checked underneath, it's there!!! hahaha

i drive so fast coz i don't want too be late but it's so traffic so i accepted the fact that i will be late and just calm down and daydream.

now i'm in the office and still not quite here (if you know what i mean).

i'm thinking what should i do... i'm bored!!! i don't want to just surf the net and get caught...

whenever i surf the net, any noise will make my heart beat furiously and i feel i'll get a heart attack...

so when i want to read an article, i'll copy it in my mail and read. this way they're not sure if what i'm reading is work-related... hehehe

Yesterday my friend who is also my colleague and me have a sort of dissent.

Well I think my mood play a big part coz I'm sooo frustrated and she's so serious! I mentioned that she's envious of one of our officemate and she reacted strongly... It kind of ticked me off so until then I didn't talked to her. Then when it's time to go home, she asked me if I will join her and I said yes.... In the elevator we didn't talked and when we get to the parking lot, she walked faster and left me, she didn't even say goodbye... I just shrug it off. I'm that kind of person especially when I'm in this kind of mood. I don't care about everything and I'm still irritated with her.

Today morning, I leave the house late so I arrive late in the office. When the elevator open, my boss is there... I give him an awkward smile and say good morning. He looked on to his watched and laugh. He said it's okay your not that late... He's very considerate...

When my friend arrive, I'm debating with myself if I should talked to her... then I thought I should, it will be so shallow if I didn't mend our friendship... I told her what happen when I arrived late... then she'd given me a box of green tea!!! so sweet!!!

I'm practicing on drinking green tea... it will be good for my health!

I still cannot move on what happened last month. I cannot believe my ears. Until now, it's still fresh in my mind.

Last February we went to the christening of our friends.

In the reception, our table consist of my sister, my closest friend and her friend.

Me and closest friend are catching up on each other coz we last saw each other last year. Then my closest friend mentioned if I'm still interested with aussie guys because her friend have an agency (really?! as if!) Truthfully, I don't like her friend, it's not that I'm jealous for they are close and I think she's replacing me (I'm irreplaceable noh!... haha) but I just don't like her. Back to this mentioning about guys, they're rubbing it in my face that they have the resources so i told them that I'm not that interested, I'm more exposed with french guys so...

I don't understand why they keep on mentioning aussie guys!

then my closest friend said that her friend have an australian boyfriend (so... what?!)

my sister is irritated with them so she asked them, australian or australian citizen... her friend said with a very tiny voice, australian citizen (wahahaha... come on!)

that's not what i meant when i said I cannot move on...

it's this part...

they want water so they asked a pinoy waiter for it...

then the waiter came back with a bottle of water and 3 cups...

her friend said to the waiter "ilan ba kame? tatlo ba kami? apat kami di ba?"

OMG! I was so shocked and when she looked at me she laugh!!! never in my life have I said that to any waiter or waitress... even when they're taking me for granted, I will not say that! it's sooo rude! and to think that they're impression of me and my sister is that we're mean.... I still cannot accept the fact that she said that... hello pinoy xa at pinay ka! adik ka?!

It is just so sad that I haven't got the chance to say sorry to the waiter (I'm sure I'm so shock I can't even think). and because I'm with her in a table, they'll assume that I'm like her (duh!)

weekend.... i have waited for this, i have a lot to accomplished this 1 day off.

it's afternoon here now, i only got to checked one of my to-do list and that is to give away things that i don't need anymore.

i need to summarize french works i learned this few weeks. it's hard but i have to worked hard if i want to speak it. i can say this is the hardest language i encounter... spanish is easy though i'm not saying i'm fluent with this. just know a few words which i don't think i remember anymore. also like japanese (nihongo) but again don't remember a lot anymore...

my head is aching maybe because i took a nap which i miss doing that's why i've taken it today... hahaha

this week, i have a lot of free time in the office that i tend to get bored so i just ready stuff and that's not enought anymore so i decided to sign up in twitter... yep! that's right! i just wasn't into social networking site. i think it is a lot of work. i like friendster before coz it has blog and i have a lot of friends which i don't know personally...

they persuaded to create an account in facebook but all i said to them was i have friendster why do i need facebook but when my officemate told me that he's enjoying playing games in fb i asked him what game... he said he's playing a game where someone will draw and you will try to guess what he's drawing. that got my attention! i like drawings! so you know what happen... i sign up but didn't get to play that game... hahaha

so now this twitter thing, i guess it is just to connect to celebrities... i'll try for about a week i think and then if i really don't like it... i will just delete my account.

i don't know why i cannot use smileys and why my cursor is not working here... if i want to add a word in a sentence above i just have to use the arrow key! guh! it's a little frustrating...

the break is finished now, i've got to return to what i'm doing before...

bonne soir!!! =D