frozen_eyes

after so many years... nagbabalik loob ako... ahahaha

i don't know what happen. Bigla kong nakalimutan ang pagsulat. I know I love writing so now I will come back... writing. It all started when I'm super bored in the office and I decided to look for an article that is interesting then I've crossed upon articles which i like and go to their site, marcangel, zen habit, urbanmonk... i read a lot of this and then i realized that at present people are blogging a lot. So it makes me think, what happen? Long ago, I love doing this! why did I stop? I have a lot of blogs in the net.

Until now I haven't find the answer. Hopefully i'll find it soon... In the meanwhile, I will write and write... hehe

When I checked my mail to searched for all my blogs, I saw that my last entry here was 2004 and it's 2012 now... wow! That makes me feel so old... hahaha

So there are so many stories I'd like to share. It will be like a flashback... hahahaha

2004 was when I was in college, my hobbies are chatting, writing, reading, sleeping and eating. oh! and also eyeball (means meeting in person). I have a lot of those.

 That's all for now. I need to do the chores.

the words aren't coming easy

my rhyme and words aren't in sync

i accept that it is faulty

but i have to try my best

i know it takes time and effort

to be as good as before

but i'm determined to see it through

coz i love this thing i do

yesterday i've tried to write

in my blog i have in years

my feelings at that moment

forgotten this past few years

the thrill and joy to write again

sharing things to someone there

stories of adventures and grief

just write and share then be free

i want to explore the blogs of other members here and comment but the problem is maybe they'll be offended. what's the worst thing they'll do if I offended them? Hmmm... should i delete my picture here just to be safe?...

I really don't like conflict. As much as possible, I'll avoid it. It's not that I'm a coward, I just don't want to waste my emotion arguing with people who misundertand me or the situation. But in this life, it's not possible so I need to learn to speak up and face conflicts...

Anyways, because I just came back here... I don''t remember my friends here anymore...

maybe they don't remember me too...

so... i think i need to socialize... let's see if i can make friends...

As I was driving home listening to the song shower me with your love, i thought about my love life which is basically zero. I thought maybe it is time to find love?

I'm really a late bloomer or should I say cynic or just hopeless romantic. I don't know which. But being single until now at this age is... hmmm... silly? incredible? funny? sad? pathetic?...

Well... I can say I have a high standard before and now I don't have any standard... hahaha... not because I'm desperate or anything, it's just that I already told GOD that if I don't like the guy he will give me, i'll return him... hahahaha

Anyways, I believe that there is a time for everything and I know I'll meet someone who is specially for me from GOD...

i'm trying really hard

to compose a poem i'll like

but the thing i don't understand

is the words can't seem to match

it's frustrating me a bit

that i can't construct anything

but the thing about a poem

is the words will just flow

as i write my whining here

i check what i type and smile

coz i manage to indeed write

seems all i need is to just write