sometimes when we are angry we say things that hurt other peoples feeling...

i don't get angry with just a little things but last night i was totally furious! i can't help it coz it really drives me mad to think that while im having a hard time doing our feasibility study there they are watching tv, texting their bfs, eating, laughing, etc. they dont know how it feels!

unfair! who they think they are?! i am not their slave!!!

i've texted them... i was just going to threaten them a little, i told them that i can't do it anymore... i gave up! then they texted me back telling me that i can do it!!!

huh! i dont need their moral support! i have done so much for this damn feasibility study... it's enough!!!

i've realized then that it is so hard when ur friend is your groupmate, you can't do things such as not putting their names on the front page... they will going to be mad! i dont want to risk our frienship but last night i have my last straw...

ive texted her back (my fren) bahala na kau sa grades niyo! ayoko na! leche!!!

she replied "lam ko hirap na hirap ka na pero masakit sa akin ung cnabi mo kc magkaibigan tau...

see what i mean? we're friends...
i felt guilty!
but i can't help feeling used...

i dont even know if she is really my friend, didn't prove anything to me yet! how can i sacrifice a thing to her? she's not with me when im down... well my fault, i dont tell them what i feels