ive been thinking a while ago what im going to write that can inspire the readers, unfortunately i have thought of writing something about me... i really think you can't get anything inspirational but at least you can know me, the real me! hehehe as if you care

first of all i really hate essays! as in i really think it sucks... there is a good reason behind it naman! we all know that it's the last part of our examination paper and to tell you frankly im not good in explaining things in english. im not good in speaking english and tagalog! they call me alien coz i kinda combine tagalog words and im not really particular with that words. lalo na ung mga mahahabang tagalog words... they really laugh at me
back to the essay thing, i get distracted as in sobrang distracted when my classmates go out in the room for they already finished the exam while im still answering the essay. of course im freaking out na, gus2 ko na rin matapos! sabi ko nga it's more okay kung puros enumeration na lang at identification eh! well because of that essay thing di tuloy ako makaperfect

i have been to a company of drug addicts... not really an addicts pero they used drugs. some of them are really lost, ung tipong wala talagang patutunguhan! ung umpisa naiilang ako sa kanila coz im not used to socializing pero because of my sister i learn. im a loner at wala daw kamuwang-muwang sabi ng sister ko kaya pinilit nya akong sumama sa kanya at ng may malaman naman daw ako sa mundo... it's not what your thinking! hehehe
i learn to drink and smoke kc ginusto ko rin! they will not gonna force you to do something that you dont want to do... it's my decision! they bring out the bad side of me! hahahaha badgirl na ako sa paningin ko pero goodgirl pa rin para sa kanila! warfreak me noon, as in if you gonna dare me to fight, i'll fight! but my sister dont allow me to do that, kinda protective! she really treats me like a baby and i become used to it! actually di ako nakakausap ng mga tropa ko dati kc they see me as shy, goodgirl and decent pero nung dumating ung time na talagang nasaktan ako ng mga friends ko sa school, i really feel dumped! that started it all, this is the result... i kind of girl na makulit, palaban at kayang makipagkaibigan kahit kanino! i just realized then na di ko dapat pinapaikot ung mundo para lang sa kanila! simula nun natuto na akong mangulit and i became close to my tropa na puros lalaki. i discover then na mas okay ung company nila. because of them im not that aloft na sa mga masasamang elemento ng lipunan! hehehe ive been with them! i think it's a good thing...

i really hate people who judge other! bakit di kaya nila subukan makasama ung mga taong un ng maintindihan nila! i dont want to be with them na for i easily get influence... dapat ang sinasamahan ko lang ay ung mga mababait! hehehehe tulad ni lea para bumait din ako! hahahaha

some think that im immature. some think that im fragile so they really handle me with care. some think na ang gaan ko daw dalhin! hehehe that was funny! magaan daw ako! wahahaha well they said na madali daw ako kagaanan ng loob... some think i have a cute personality. some are confused to my real identity! di nila malaman kung alien ba ako o human being... hehehe just kidding! magulo daw po kasi ako, they really think im so difficult to handle! naguguluhan na nga rin ako sa personality ko eh! hehehehe


im really good at sensing the personality of a person and because of that im able to understand their shortcomings. im really an observer kaya nga others think that im so tahimik, ung iba tingin sakin snob! i give them that impression! first impression doesn't last.

after reading this what do you think about me?