trust. so simple yet so hard to gain

why do they always treat me this way? im not a baby anymore! can they at least give me a credit for obeying them

everytime there's a phone call for me and it's a guy my mom freak out! hello... what can a phone call do to me? can't they see it's harmless! she always act like a detective that it seem to me that everyword that comes out from my mouth is recorded.

privacy. everyone needs it!

can they at least give me SOME privacy! im a grown-up now! they don't give me space to grow. they always say that i can't do it! well how can they know such thing if they haven't try what their daughter can do!

my friend said that maybe my mom was just afraid that i might get a boyfriend. what's the problem in having a boyfriend?

i know they trust me, maybe it's the people around me that they dont trust but can't they see that i can handle it!

maybe they dont know me that much

i hate it when they dont understand me. what's wrong in entertaining phone calls from a guy?

im happy when im talking to someone. they dont understand it. they aren't happy when im chattin with someone. what do they want me to be? a loner who's always in her room?! i want to learn how to socialize with others, i want to make friends!

they are afraid that i might fall in love funny but im not! they said you will not mature unless you got hurt... im waiting to be hurt! weird huh!

i wanna feel im as normal as the other girls are! if they are going to lock me in this house or in my room im gonna miss many things that a teenager usually do!