im used to sleeping alone in my room but since my lola died, i got to talk to my little brother to join me so i can sleep... paranoid!

im scared that she's gonna visit me again just like what she did the first night she was buried! he always join me in my room (im talking about my little bro) but when my father went back to abroad he start to sleep again with my mother, he's a mama's boy!

i have no choice but to sleep alone

but i always wake up in the middle of the night... so paranoid! it's getting harder for me to sleep day after day...
and at this very moment i feel so dizzy and my head aches